Chapter One Love SickI Date Her, To Hold His Hand
I see him every day, he looks the other way. I want to tell him I love him. I know he don't love me back. I listen by the boys bathroom to see who he likes, he always like some girl. Its different every day. So even if I did date him it would only be for a day. It don't matter because that day is all I want.
If he ever just looks my way I think I would melt. He so cute, I want to kiss him just once. Maybe one day. He comes out of the bathroom with his friends, there talking about basketball now, oh how I wish I could follow them. Just to be with him, I would sell my soul. Why is it I was cursed to be a boy. If I was a girl he would like me and we could go out, just for a day. He would have his hands around my waist and kiss me. I dream of that night after night, so I don't get much sl
i date her, to hold his handI am a boy, I kiss girls. I don't like them, I like him. He don't know I am alive. I saw him with a boy so I know he likes them. He likes me, I heard him say so. He wont tell me because he says I not good enough for him. So I date her, because I want to hold his hand.